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> Thursday, December 30, 2004
5:56 PM

2dae las dae of band weee dun hav 2 c 'him' liao...hav 2 ulcers on my upper lip cos squeeze too hard..had 2 play wif 2 ulcers...so pain sia.aniwaes 2dae moi sect record da colonial collage...walk till da classrm block dere den record...veli hard lor cos even phyllis went out of tune a couple of times den hav 2 kip rewindin...i record till 1/2 way...actualli not even 1/2 la...dey play bac n my sound was lyk shit liddat..went out of tune so mani times but i didn't bother 2 play again cos da more i play da more i scared...saw lots of t'chers 2dae cos tink dey go celebrate da openin of da church...wave 2 chin chow but horr he nv wave bac 1 den sumore stare at me lyk dunno me liddat..i oso greet ms kang la but atleast she got smile bac..2dae i damn suay la..walkin down da steps dat time hor at da mrt station la i fell down leh den scrape me knee cap...den after band rite in band rm wen we sittin da esther kept followin me lorz...dis was wad happen...
esther suddenly came bside me:oi peirong how cum u look lyk ppl pang sae u 1?
me lookin annoyed:no la no la...
esther grabbin moi shoulder:y ppl pang sae u nv tell me???
me grabbin bie foo's arm:u c i wif moi senior...so no1 pang sae me...
den hor esther cum so near lorz n i move away but she move closer...wah liao den da ppl all look at me tinkin peirong damn suay sia...wah liao finalli bie foo grab me n den hor da whole euph section move away lehz den no space 4 her 2 sit liao dat's y she nv follow...dunno y she wanna follow me lorz n sumore dis is 2nd tym liaoz...wah she scary sia..aniwaes wanna thx bie foo 4 my x'mas prezzie kk..

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> Wednesday, December 29, 2004
5:41 PM

2dae got band again...now lips hurtin cos i squeeze too much liao...ouchie..da mr tan damn wad 1 lor ask us 2 put our instruments on da an orange cloth..orange is such a bright colour den put on da floor lyk so weird liddat..haiz..aniwaes moi seniors r so lame..x'mas over liaoz sumore play jingle bells..wah liao..hehe..saw da sec1 class list n da names ah so fanciful de lehz..got Ginger..da sister call wad ah?chilli isit?got Quebec..sounds lyk duck cos quack mahz..den got Myron..hahaha sounds lyk moron..oopps not s'pose 2 make fun of peeps name..wah liao so hard 2 pronounce de.hahaha saw mie guan tou..cum wif her cousin larz..miss da guan tou family..sobx sobx k i m bein veli veli lame here..life is so sian sian..aniwaes 2dae got da old stands den hor da stands lyk not happi liddat cos keep fallin down...argh..skool's openin liaoz..hate it..still hav hw not done..skool sux..haiya dat mr tan ah y mus ask us 2 record cc in tape..so shitty arh..den sumore mus play s'pore rhap lehz..section by section..individual beta..no la actualli play alone i sure die 1 budden i dun wanna cause mie section 2 fail cos of me..owells..da song i uploaded 1 so weird..play halfway den cut off..budden i lyk it aniwaes

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> Tuesday, December 28, 2004
6:12 PM

jus uploaded a new song...tink is kinda nice well it sounds sad...aniwaes went 4 band 2dae, actualli dun wanna go de cos mie hand pain...still can't pitch da stoopit high notes no matter how hard i squeeze or use air...still can't...haiz nxt yr moi junior cum den how?da senior can't play high notes...so dui lian...ytd got chase out of band rm...well partly cos of me larz..nv memorise da s'pore rhap...haiz...saw da class list 4 nxt sec1..so mani boiz..da seatin arrangement in da parade square sux..sec2 n 3 hav 2 b in front..y not da sec1s?owells learned more things bout band 2dae..thx 2 da seniors..didn't noe it was so complicated..got 2 ppl tellin diff side of stories..dunno hu 2 b'liv..

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> Saturday, December 25, 2004
2:38 PM

lalalalalalalala...it's christmas n guess wad moi hotmail account is bac!!!woohoooo!!!!!k abit siao liaoz...aniwaes wen bac 2 skool on wed 4 dental appointment n da nxt yr sec1s were dere 2 buy bks n stuff la...sum look veli da short or rather 2 me dey look lyk pri 4 onli...hahaha...wen 2 toliet den got 2 gals tryin on da skirt lor wich was lyk so damn long...den da gal said wanna trim cos she said dat my skirt was short sia...oopps set bad example liaoz...haiz but dey definitely gotta trim da skirt 1 la cos it's lyk deir ankle length lorz.i m a bad senior..haiz wich reminds me dat band is gonna start soon n i nv practice enuf yet..gonna be dead..owells i still hav not complete da chinese hw yet n time is runnin out liaoz..hate hw..aniwaes jus wanna wish every1 a merry christmas!!!o how i miss da 3I choir n deir heavenly voices!!!lalalala lalala

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> Tuesday, December 21, 2004
5:25 PM

arggghhhh...dunno wad's wrong...both my e-mail accounts can't work actualli 1 can but thx 2 da hotmail help thingy say i mus delete dunno wad...now can't work liao la.stoopit...my life sux lyk hell...da computer sux too...i hate hotmail...now wad?i can't go into my accounts anymore n 4 dunno wad reason blogger words r in chinese...everytin sux...i want my e-mail account bac!!!i hate everytin...shit chinese hw...it sux man...i hate my stoopit life...y is everytin so sucky???i hate hotmail!!!i m goin 2 complain...wad poor service dey provide...it's definitely not da com cos even on da laptop i m usin now still can't sign in...hotmail sux 4eva..

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> Friday, December 17, 2004
5:24 PM

omgosh can't b'liv but it's 17 dec liao...die die i still haven done any chinese hw...well actualli i can't find any articles 2 write bout lehz...de instructions say can't hav those accident 1...den can't hav those 1s dat r stoopit gossip stuff or simple words no articles from da entertainment section larhz...sumore da article info mus b serious...dunno wad dey mean by serious lahz.den cos of all dis i dare not write da review lorz...scared moi article doesn't fit da requirement...haiz time is runnin out n skool gonna open soon...ooo wich reminds me i haven practise my euph playin...haiz dunno y but fun feel lyk playin cos dat time i practise da sound was so shitty i m afraid 2 play again...afraid 2 hear an ugly sound cumin from a nice brand new euph...haiz feelin relli guilty...i jus hate moi life it sux...i hate skool too dun wanna ever go bac dere...jus realised dat ever since i m in sec skool...been havin lots of trouble...wish 2 hav da simple life bac at pri skool again but it's impossible...wish sum1 would help me...it seems lyk i m relli frenless...n dat no1 reads moi blog.k jus read wat i written...i alwaes afraid of everytin...i m hopeless

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> Wednesday, December 15, 2004
2:40 PM

finally bac bloggin...i m so depressed rite now...can't enter moi hotmail account...da taggie is havin probs dunno y...i can't call any1 on moi hp, it says 'invalid mobile' dunno wat dat means...i m damn bored.ytd went shoppin wif family...was at wisma...starin blankly at da big fish tank...turned round i tot i saw hui gun...turn bac den turn round again...saw hui gun n wenqi.hah wad do u noe s'pore is sho small dat we can meet at da exact same place.shocked said omg in wenqi's face, k dat was a bad thing 2 do...shld say hi instead but was jus too shock...nvm so after hi-bye we went separate ways...i jus wanted 2 get out of da shoppin centre cos wen i saw wenqi moi family was havin sum stoopit fight goin on in da background...veli paiseh...walk 2 borders...was walkin up n down da aisles lookin 4 sum decent bks...guess hu i saw again...dat's rite wenqi n hui gun...isn't s'pore a damn freakin small place...y do we hav 2 meet each other wherever we go?wenqi dunch look 2 happi wen she saw me at borders...mayb she tot i was followin her around but i did not k...seein her made me remember dat i did not practise moi playin...mayb it's fate...haiz...y can't things in moi life turn out rite?

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> Sunday, December 05, 2004
1:13 PM

kk i m bac liaoz...past few daes haven been bloggin cos got band trainin camp n after dat still gotta stay bac 2 practise magic 4 da seniors at da farewell function...so tired lorrxx.trainin camp so tirin man, k la not as tired as last time 1 cos i hav been slackin...hahaha...tink on fridae larz wenqi ask me 2 go 2 da church in front dat place hor 2 blow, she say mus learn how 2 project so she went 2 stand far away n say mus hear me blow.blasted lorz wad 2 do?dunno y but tink still can't project, wenqi say projectin is lyk u no nid blow so loud but ppl far away can hear, sumtin lyk how phyllis play liddat.tried but play halfway of cc jiu no energy liaoz, sumore da stoopit sun shinin on moi instrument den sho shiny, so ci-yan.haiz...twb say got prac test on cc n s'pore rhapsody, i die liao i tell u...everytime in front of him i can't play 1, dunno y leh mayb cos i scared i make mistake or sumtin larz.he say gonna ask da weakest member in da section 2 play...dat's me liao cos i onli junior n moi rank da lowest in da section..die die so brought bac new instrument 2 practise lorz...so damn heavy, sumore gotta take da mrt home cos dad busy can't fetch me bac...haiz...so 4 farewell moi grp performin magic lorz...den sumore got esther...grp1 da performance damn gd...modern version of cinderella, i m pretty sure it's denise n zoee da idea cos IT camp oso got perform dis skit n it's denise tink 1 but dis 1 more farni...haha...mel ng n her frens hor relli piss me off.
1stly hor dey go 2 da park dun wanna do anytin de...we reach dere hor veli tired cos da fuckin bus driver dunno da way dere n we got off a few stops later so hav 2 walk quite far...instead of restin dey wanna walk around...actualli all da seniors were playin n dey ask me 2 join dem but i feel lyk da whole turnin thingy might collapse if i sit on it so nv go lorz...k i regret it...sat down but den kana mosquito attack so i follow da mel dey all...big mistake lor cos dey walk out da park so far jus 2 find bus stop...
2ndly i ask dem 2 play rite dey dun wan leh...dey jus stayed 2gether lyk glue n whisper whisper...finally hor i can't stand dem liao so i went 2 play wif others lor...so damn shitty rite?actualli can't blame dem la dey all 1G while i 1 da onli 1H.u all tink i m gd frens wif dem rite?well actualli i m not k, i jus hang wif dem cos i m a social outcast wif no1 2 hang wif so i chose 2 hang wif dem la...u dunno how i wish 2 hang wif sum1 else...too bad i m n outcast...da farewell party was not dat fun 4 me la cos yup i so left-out n cos yenfenn n lynn's bag were stolen...we had nutin much 2 cept eat n play...actualli can splash whipped cream at ur sec4 seniors de but we euph dun hav any1 2 splash at( gd thing or bad thing? )tink we went 4 da tuba de...perform dat time...i did sumtin relli stoopit den joseph dun wanna perform at all so we practise 4 nutin...so paiseh...after all no1 was watchin de...how shi-bai i was....

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> Wednesday, December 01, 2004
6:39 PM

hahaha i bloggin again 4 2dae...had band as usual...kinda tired from camp...keep tinkin bout da camp.mr tan came in, told phyllis 2 take da new instru 4 me 2 blow.shock leh cos tot da instru 4 moi junior de, instru so shiny, seniors sho xian mu...me da 1st person 2 blow it!!!!!!got a 4th valve but at da side so have 2 use moi other hand 2 press, da instru bell bigger den da other euphs but tink da same weight, feel veli honoured 2 use da new instru, i tink i onli sec1 hav new instru.lunch dat time seniors wanna try moi instru, tink moi sound is much beta when i use dis instru, anywaes new instru cum oso veli ma fan.had 2 valve n apply sumtin on da pipes, da pipes ah so dirty, kana moi uniform, so digustin.wenqi help me clean moi instru lorx...dunno y mr tan nv giv phyllis da new euph cos even jasmine got her new bass trombone...nvm but sumhow i feel i would not b usin da instru 4 long, mayb will giv moi zhu niao la but dun tink a zhu niao can take such gd care of da instru...haiz...

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5:45 PM

yoz bac bloggin liaoz...haven been bloggin cos go IT camp mahz.da camp veli fun leh, way beta den sec1 orientation camp.da food n games were beta oso.1st dae every1 kinda dunno each other, actualli after camp hor p.a crew n media crew still veli mo-sheng.kk sho 1st dae we split into grps n strangely i grp wif denise n zoee, both band de actualli suppose go zoo 1 but rainin lorz so we take da bus dere n cum bac skool again.got dis 1 game we had 2 bite an apple floatin in a pail n pass it 2 others leh n i had 2 pass 2 dexter wich was so yuck n den had 2 bite it again urself la, i bitin dat time kana brenda pour water, so wet man.at night we played treasure hunt in skool, quite fun n tirin cos gotta walk from 1st floor 2 3rd.dat night wanna bathe dat time power trip den no light in da toliet so tot can't bathe n went bac 2 classroom 2 slp den reach 3rd floor da power jiu ok, haiz...dat night can't slp onli slp a few hours.next dae got trainin n since monica, yan zong, guan tou n i not takin part in da sva competition we go learn p.a basics lor.denise taught us, lotz of stuff 2 remember leh n mus learn how 2 set mike stand which was way much harder den settin da music stand n sumore got time limit 1.later zoee test us set mike stand n i 3rd place lorx cos i tot gotta coil da black wire wich was sho long.after dat we played twister n got dis position veli hard 1 lor, my grp everybody support each other den can finish.den we played another treasure hunt but different from b4.lunch liao we played games wif flour de lyk hav 2 bite da apple in a pail again den wif a wet face use ur mouth 2 find a polo sweet in a tray of flour, da sumore got put salt wich was so yuck, i find da sweet till moi mouth full of flour, veli gross..den every1 in pumpin position had 2 suck finish a cup of juice usin 3 straws join 2gether.b4 bathe i kana bombard by flour thx 2 da junqiang lorx.we bathe liao den go chalet nv brin anytin 1.da seniors do da bbq while we juniors play lorz den after eatin liao we juniors play n let da seniors eat cos dey bbq food 4 us mah n haven eat, actualli i c da senior sho poor thing bbq food 4 us while we juniors do notin, i wanna help but scared make da food burn.at night got no space 2 slp n da seniors xi-shen nv slp lorx let da juniors slp, feel so paiseh leh dat dey nv slp b'cos of us but dat night i slp quite well cos got bed n air-con.den breakfast liao we go beach play while da sum seniors slp.so 3rd dae we go zoo la n had so called amazing race, veli tirin lorz cos gotta run in da whole zoo several times n moi legs nearly break sia, den got 1 time moi grp go all da way 2 near da end den we realize dat we suppose 2 go bac front entrance down dere, wah lao i run until stomach got stitch so pain.had lunch den continue but den rain so go bac skool lorx n dat's da last dae of camp.veli grateful 2 all da seniors hu hav done so much 4 us...1 thing i found out, da p.a crew da senior junior relationship veli close de...so xian mu...nutin much 2 complain bout da camp cept got lots of mosquito bites, i more den every1 else...so cham...k end liao...

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